Original post: spiritoflove
Hiya,
What are your daily rituals...and do you get days weeks where you do nothing or are you constantly studying and practicing the occult?
If so, then what do you all do, and what are the effects of your magickal life?
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Original post: Wiseone
well my daily rituals is centering morning before i get out of bed and after dinner. i also ground in the middle of the day as well. i also heal my chakras every week one at a time.
well i havent had a week where i wasnt able to do anything but only a few days. well for what i do on those days i just sit around and sleep! the effects of my magical life is that i feel so comfortable and happy to do what im doing.
well my daily rituals is centering morning before i get out of bed and after dinner. i also ground in the middle of the day as well. i also heal my chakras every week one at a time.
well i havent had a week where i wasnt able to do anything but only a few days. well for what i do on those days i just sit around and sleep! the effects of my magical life is that i feel so comfortable and happy to do what im doing.
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Original post: spiritoflove
Hiya,
I just wondered because sometimes it is like where do I get the time...but then I realised this Occult field is supposed to help and enhance ones life more so than a non occultist.
I figured out that the LBRP and grounding creates a space but forget about it and the chaos ensumes...I went to this psychic's house once, and I could not believe how still and quiet it was from the outside world...he had incense burning or had been having some aroma very spiritual in the atmosphere...
This is my aim to get to that level of energy you could tell spirit and the other world were present there...a very holy atmosphere...'
Thanks
SpiritofLove
Hiya,
I just wondered because sometimes it is like where do I get the time...but then I realised this Occult field is supposed to help and enhance ones life more so than a non occultist.
I figured out that the LBRP and grounding creates a space but forget about it and the chaos ensumes...I went to this psychic's house once, and I could not believe how still and quiet it was from the outside world...he had incense burning or had been having some aroma very spiritual in the atmosphere...
This is my aim to get to that level of energy you could tell spirit and the other world were present there...a very holy atmosphere...'
Thanks
SpiritofLove
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Original post: Wiseone
wow i would like to make my house like that. if i was able to i would be able to complete so muich without any distractions!
but that wont seem to happen until i can get my own home.
wow i would like to make my house like that. if i was able to i would be able to complete so muich without any distractions!
but that wont seem to happen until i can get my own home.
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Original post: martin
There's not a day that goes by without me learning, studying and practicing something to do with the occult. I don't have a pattern of behaviour, I do what is required each day. Some days it might be meditation, some practise at my crystal ball or maybe a tarot reading, maybe the odd piece of folk magic etc etc. The most regular thing I do that connects me to my beliefs is my daily walk, I walk about 3-4 miles a day on a working day and 10-15 miles a day at weekends or when I go on holiday to Exmoor. That walk connects me with life, I perform most of my folk magic whilst out in the countryside and it enables me to continue on my quest to identify every last plant, animal, insect and bird! It is through walking this much that I can identify every tree and most wild plants at any time of year, in bloom or not. My only other regular activity is my coven.
But on the subject of houses, people say the same about my cottage. It has a very tranquil atmosphere, very ambient. I always have incense going and when I walk in the door a wave of calm hits me, the only trouble is getting rid of people!
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There's not a day that goes by without me learning, studying and practicing something to do with the occult. I don't have a pattern of behaviour, I do what is required each day. Some days it might be meditation, some practise at my crystal ball or maybe a tarot reading, maybe the odd piece of folk magic etc etc. The most regular thing I do that connects me to my beliefs is my daily walk, I walk about 3-4 miles a day on a working day and 10-15 miles a day at weekends or when I go on holiday to Exmoor. That walk connects me with life, I perform most of my folk magic whilst out in the countryside and it enables me to continue on my quest to identify every last plant, animal, insect and bird! It is through walking this much that I can identify every tree and most wild plants at any time of year, in bloom or not. My only other regular activity is my coven.
But on the subject of houses, people say the same about my cottage. It has a very tranquil atmosphere, very ambient. I always have incense going and when I walk in the door a wave of calm hits me, the only trouble is getting rid of people!
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Original post: Rin Daemoko
I always try to appreciate the weather, or more
specifically the Sun. If it is out, if it is obscured
by cloud. If its dawn, noon, dusk, night, eclipsed,
et cetera.
Part of my daily ritual also involves coming to
OF to participate and learn something new.
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Original post: Wiseone
yes same here and sometimes the OF takes away my concentraion when i have to do work! but oh well i can do it another time.
yes same here and sometimes the OF takes away my concentraion when i have to do work! but oh well i can do it another time.
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Original post: Radiant Star
I take my rituals seriously, however even though I do, it sometimes happens that I miss a set out either due to tiredness or illness; sometimes people come home early or unexpectedly and so on.
However, on an ordinary day, I get to do at least two sets of ritual, which always includes 'washing' down my circle; some kind of personal cleansing ritual; chakra work; full LBRP and shielding choice of the day.
Extras according to how intense the LBRP was and what my current entity has suggested or what I feel I need can include an LIRP; a Sun ritual; an MP; a visit to my temple or a Tarot reading related to something said in the ritual.
Maybe a little spiritual reading of say the Bible or other similar book, or a Magick book.
Always some time for a meditation or reflection.
OF? doesn't even need to be said.
Rays
As this is the Beginners Forum, any absolute newbies should note the following
LBRP = Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram
LIRP = Lesser Invoking Ritual of the Pentagram
QC - Qabalistic Cross
MP = Middle Pillar
You can find any of these by Googling - make sure they are the right ones for your path as they vary a little it seems.
Also, check out the Ceremonial Magick Library under Rituals - find it at the top of the forum as a sticky.
I take my rituals seriously, however even though I do, it sometimes happens that I miss a set out either due to tiredness or illness; sometimes people come home early or unexpectedly and so on.
However, on an ordinary day, I get to do at least two sets of ritual, which always includes 'washing' down my circle; some kind of personal cleansing ritual; chakra work; full LBRP and shielding choice of the day.
Extras according to how intense the LBRP was and what my current entity has suggested or what I feel I need can include an LIRP; a Sun ritual; an MP; a visit to my temple or a Tarot reading related to something said in the ritual.
Maybe a little spiritual reading of say the Bible or other similar book, or a Magick book.
Always some time for a meditation or reflection.
OF? doesn't even need to be said.
Rays
As this is the Beginners Forum, any absolute newbies should note the following
LBRP = Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram
LIRP = Lesser Invoking Ritual of the Pentagram
QC - Qabalistic Cross
MP = Middle Pillar
You can find any of these by Googling - make sure they are the right ones for your path as they vary a little it seems.
Also, check out the Ceremonial Magick Library under Rituals - find it at the top of the forum as a sticky.
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Original post: Wiseone
oh yes and i sometimes try to push some other parts of training like practing to "open" my brow centre and to continue to manipulate the energies around me. by doing this i can do some things more easily.
oh yes and i sometimes try to push some other parts of training like practing to "open" my brow centre and to continue to manipulate the energies around me. by doing this i can do some things more easily.
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Original post: Fr.NovumOrganum
Try to do this daily:
KC
Solar Cross
LBRP
MP
LIRP
BRH
I try to work in other rituals when I see the need...but I really need to improve my astral sight/body of light. Prolly need to do more yoga for this to be so.
Try to do this daily:
KC
Solar Cross
LBRP
MP
LIRP
BRH
I try to work in other rituals when I see the need...but I really need to improve my astral sight/body of light. Prolly need to do more yoga for this to be so.
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Original post: LadyHydralisk
i study the occult every night and also meditate upon certain subjects during everyday tasks. Also I feed the spirits every morning. About every other week i perform a large operation. less frequently this includes evocation. but also magic permeates my life so i constantly use it. i'm always aware of the servitors approaching me for instruction or messenger work.
i study the occult every night and also meditate upon certain subjects during everyday tasks. Also I feed the spirits every morning. About every other week i perform a large operation. less frequently this includes evocation. but also magic permeates my life so i constantly use it. i'm always aware of the servitors approaching me for instruction or messenger work.
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Original post: Wiseone
how do you feed a spirit? do you just give them fruits or something?
how do you feed a spirit? do you just give them fruits or something?
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Original post: LadyHydralisk
a dish of water and some fresh food. fruit is fine. i use cornmeal.
a dish of water and some fresh food. fruit is fine. i use cornmeal.
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Original post: Wiseone
ohh thanks for that i might try that some time.
ohh thanks for that i might try that some time.
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Original post: LadyHydralisk
it is greatly appreciated by them and beneficial for the offerer as well.
it is greatly appreciated by them and beneficial for the offerer as well.
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Original post: Frater Manjet
Most commonly for me is ...
Morning:
LIRP or SIRP, QC, EEE ...
followed by some sort of physical excercise be it weights, walking, yoga etc...
Noon or midday:
Solar adorations ( yes all four at once* ) either Liber Resh or Kepheru Nu Ra.
Evening:
LBRP or SBRP, QC, EEE
followed by relaxation techniques or meditations etc..
Once a week:
I try to prepare and do full temple work. ( various larger operations )
I have a longer or maybe slower cycle than many. Opposed to daily, I go through a week or two of very intense ritual working followed by a week or more of intense assimilation and reflection. During these downtime cycles I focus on study and work on my academics, during the uptime cycles I focus on my ritual work.
I always end/begin each cycle with a full temple operation.
I also have a larger solar cycle that I am keyed to. Equinox and Solstices are very dramatic for me. The week before and week after are alll special times for me.
Equinox are times of great equilbrium for me ( go figure ).
The Solstices are either periods that reflect in me respective of each one. Longer day... energetic outward...longer night energetic inward.
I usualy take those two week periods to reset myself, so to speak, during each of these times.
* I walk the stations in one adoration as opposed to performing at morning, noon, evening and midnight.
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Most commonly for me is ...
Morning:
LIRP or SIRP, QC, EEE ...
followed by some sort of physical excercise be it weights, walking, yoga etc...
Noon or midday:
Solar adorations ( yes all four at once* ) either Liber Resh or Kepheru Nu Ra.
Evening:
LBRP or SBRP, QC, EEE
followed by relaxation techniques or meditations etc..
Once a week:
I try to prepare and do full temple work. ( various larger operations )
I have a longer or maybe slower cycle than many. Opposed to daily, I go through a week or two of very intense ritual working followed by a week or more of intense assimilation and reflection. During these downtime cycles I focus on study and work on my academics, during the uptime cycles I focus on my ritual work.
I always end/begin each cycle with a full temple operation.
I also have a larger solar cycle that I am keyed to. Equinox and Solstices are very dramatic for me. The week before and week after are alll special times for me.
Equinox are times of great equilbrium for me ( go figure ).
The Solstices are either periods that reflect in me respective of each one. Longer day... energetic outward...longer night energetic inward.
I usualy take those two week periods to reset myself, so to speak, during each of these times.
* I walk the stations in one adoration as opposed to performing at morning, noon, evening and midnight.
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Original post: spiritoflove
Dear Frater,
Doesn't one have to build up to doing all those rituals...which is most probably why I can only manage the LBRP at the moment.
Also what type of Yoga do you all do? I tried Ashtangi Vinyasi Yoga, and to tell you the truth it is too intense...so I am going to start doing the one that Donald Michael Kraig mentions in his book...in fact I have the original book that he got these exercises from...'
You do all 4 Solar adorations at once even before the sun is beyond you setting....?
God, a lot of you seem to pack a lot of stuff into one day...the thing is are you all getting results from this?
Frater, can you advise, or anyone else for that matter....I am finding that I am feeling isolated and alone in my own home after my family moving, my brother moved out this year, so since that happening I am finding things slow moving sluggish and to tell you all the truth this has made me slightly depressed unable to focus clearly...I got some Antidepressants of the doctor this year but never took them...because last time I was on them I put weight on...yet they do make me focus slightly better and calm me down...I know they are no miracle cure and that one has to help oneself, and with having that extra occult knowledge I should be able to lift myself out of the rut I am in...but with being hard of hearing this is having psychological effect upon me too...find it hard to socialise...yet I am no psychopath in fact I am just a very deep thinker, beyond what others sometimes see, and I am not psychologically disturbed in a mad sense...lol...
So any tips would be brilliant...I know I have a lot of occult knowledge but most of this is theory...and the answer may come from those who truly practice the old ways...
Thanks
In Profound Peace & Light
Spirit of Love
Dear Frater,
Doesn't one have to build up to doing all those rituals...which is most probably why I can only manage the LBRP at the moment.
Also what type of Yoga do you all do? I tried Ashtangi Vinyasi Yoga, and to tell you the truth it is too intense...so I am going to start doing the one that Donald Michael Kraig mentions in his book...in fact I have the original book that he got these exercises from...'
You do all 4 Solar adorations at once even before the sun is beyond you setting....?
God, a lot of you seem to pack a lot of stuff into one day...the thing is are you all getting results from this?
Frater, can you advise, or anyone else for that matter....I am finding that I am feeling isolated and alone in my own home after my family moving, my brother moved out this year, so since that happening I am finding things slow moving sluggish and to tell you all the truth this has made me slightly depressed unable to focus clearly...I got some Antidepressants of the doctor this year but never took them...because last time I was on them I put weight on...yet they do make me focus slightly better and calm me down...I know they are no miracle cure and that one has to help oneself, and with having that extra occult knowledge I should be able to lift myself out of the rut I am in...but with being hard of hearing this is having psychological effect upon me too...find it hard to socialise...yet I am no psychopath in fact I am just a very deep thinker, beyond what others sometimes see, and I am not psychologically disturbed in a mad sense...lol...
So any tips would be brilliant...I know I have a lot of occult knowledge but most of this is theory...and the answer may come from those who truly practice the old ways...
Thanks
In Profound Peace & Light
Spirit of Love
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Original post: Ludi
If you're asking about tips to combat depression, in addition to meditation and ritual, I suggest vigorous aerobic exercise for at least 30 minutes per day, a balanced diet high in complex carbohydrates, a daily multivitamin, extra B complex vitamin, and a regular sleep schedule. Avoid alcohol and street drugs. Keep a journal. Get out around people - bookstores, coffeeshops, concerts, etc. Join a club. I know these all sound very mundane but they are proven to work. If you need any more advise on this subject, I'd be happy to help all I can.
If you're asking about tips to combat depression, in addition to meditation and ritual, I suggest vigorous aerobic exercise for at least 30 minutes per day, a balanced diet high in complex carbohydrates, a daily multivitamin, extra B complex vitamin, and a regular sleep schedule. Avoid alcohol and street drugs. Keep a journal. Get out around people - bookstores, coffeeshops, concerts, etc. Join a club. I know these all sound very mundane but they are proven to work. If you need any more advise on this subject, I'd be happy to help all I can.
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Original post: spiritoflove
Hiya Ludi,
Thanks for the tips...can you give me a tip on how to do the journal?
In Light
Spirit of Love
Hiya Ludi,
Thanks for the tips...can you give me a tip on how to do the journal?
In Light
Spirit of Love
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Original post: Ludi
When I was having severe depression and emotional issues, I just wrote endlessly about how I was feeling, filling up one spiral notebook after another, so I just suggest, write about how you feel and what you're thinking. This helps get the thoughts and feelings out so you don't mull over them repeatedly as much.
Hope that helps.
When I was having severe depression and emotional issues, I just wrote endlessly about how I was feeling, filling up one spiral notebook after another, so I just suggest, write about how you feel and what you're thinking. This helps get the thoughts and feelings out so you don't mull over them repeatedly as much.
Hope that helps.
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Original post: Caradoc
This may not be what Ludi was referring to... but, keeping even a mundane journal allows you to express problems instead of keeping them bottled up inside where they might fester and grow into huge depressions. As Lord Byron said, "The best way to exorcise demons is to publish them."
Ludi's advice is very sound. A friend of mine had suffered with depression for years but recently managed to overcome it through following a regimen very similar to that which Ludi prescribes. The two most important factors, she feels, were joining a gym and going back to work.
This may not be what Ludi was referring to... but, keeping even a mundane journal allows you to express problems instead of keeping them bottled up inside where they might fester and grow into huge depressions. As Lord Byron said, "The best way to exorcise demons is to publish them."
Ludi's advice is very sound. A friend of mine had suffered with depression for years but recently managed to overcome it through following a regimen very similar to that which Ludi prescribes. The two most important factors, she feels, were joining a gym and going back to work.
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Original post: Wiseone
well i hope for the best spirit as i have depression and ive been fighting it for about 5 or 6 years om not sure. and it seems to get harder as the years go by. well im also a deep thinker like you and because of that my face doesnt look like it smiles much cause of this but it is a sacrifice i must take. i dont know but i hope everything goes well for you.
well i hope for the best spirit as i have depression and ive been fighting it for about 5 or 6 years om not sure. and it seems to get harder as the years go by. well im also a deep thinker like you and because of that my face doesnt look like it smiles much cause of this but it is a sacrifice i must take. i dont know but i hope everything goes well for you.
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Dear WiseOne...
Thank you....yes, I do not think others see the depth that most of us occultists go to in order to fathom things out we are like spiritual detectives trying to make order out of the universe whilst others just get up and go to work...nothing wrong in this...and maybe that is where I went wrong I have given my life fully to the passion of the occult so much so that it makes me a hermit...but I am genuine and sensitive and though people say I am an interesting person this still blocks me mingling with others it is as though I have become aware of the play and so remain an outsider...read Gurdjieff...I look at others and think why play on that emotion you are all like actors but then so am I but it is my mind that wants to unravel the mystery of life...and this causes down moods, not so much negative but just fed up and bored with the speed of life...I think we were all better of when there were no mobile phones etc...but then I wouldn't be here typing to you now...lol
I also think if I am so into this and the occult is truly real then why can I not unravel and dig myself out of my rut....maybe one day I will...lol
In Profound Peace & Light
Think I need to go and do my Reiki 1st degree..though before that I think I better read a book on it...lol ...I have been into the occult since being very young...and I am getting people younger than me who are Reiki masters and who seem to know everything ...where have I gone wrong...lol?
Spirit of Love
Dear WiseOne...
Thank you....yes, I do not think others see the depth that most of us occultists go to in order to fathom things out we are like spiritual detectives trying to make order out of the universe whilst others just get up and go to work...nothing wrong in this...and maybe that is where I went wrong I have given my life fully to the passion of the occult so much so that it makes me a hermit...but I am genuine and sensitive and though people say I am an interesting person this still blocks me mingling with others it is as though I have become aware of the play and so remain an outsider...read Gurdjieff...I look at others and think why play on that emotion you are all like actors but then so am I but it is my mind that wants to unravel the mystery of life...and this causes down moods, not so much negative but just fed up and bored with the speed of life...I think we were all better of when there were no mobile phones etc...but then I wouldn't be here typing to you now...lol
I also think if I am so into this and the occult is truly real then why can I not unravel and dig myself out of my rut....maybe one day I will...lol
In Profound Peace & Light
Think I need to go and do my Reiki 1st degree..though before that I think I better read a book on it...lol ...I have been into the occult since being very young...and I am getting people younger than me who are Reiki masters and who seem to know everything ...where have I gone wrong...lol?
Spirit of Love
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Original post: Arcanus Mysticus Spiritus
my daily rituals are get out of bed,fully aware of what the day will bring(and be looking forward to it or not.
).I also keep a dream journal,and record apon awakening between 2-5,7 dreams i have a night.I have been observing my dream cycles for 10 yrs now.Only been keeping a dream journal for the last 3 yrs!!(I used to be able to recall dreams i had years ago,but since i kept a dream journal my memory has become slack)
firstly ever since i could ever remember i have been aware of my surroundings,not in the physical sense,more ethereal.I am an empath,so i have always sensed people and situations.
I work intensively with my chakras,my abilities there seemed to develop naturally on its own,each and every day i learn something new,or come up with new ideas to experiment with.They seem to "pop" out of the ether.More than likely my guides telling me.but my abilities have pretty much grown since i was about 7 yrs old,(from the weird things i used to do back then)
I dont ground as often as i should,although i protect myself when i feel the need,or unless i have been psychically attacked i put extra on.
I notice i go through particular cycles.I might be intensively hermit like not wanting to communicate,throat problems,reflecting on the past (in order to know the future one must know where one comes from to determine the future),other times i will interact with mild enthusiasm(i havent been able to for years be fully enthusiastic about something since i was about 11 yrs old...lol..
guess i am too serious? although i like to play with words and be humourous.
I am forever going in and out of trances.....
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*what was i saying??*
*notes to self-stop playing higher octave music while writing posts..*
at the moment i am so busy i dont have much time to concentrate on what i would like to.I really would like to have a break,perhaps go to the mountains...
ahh i also let my abilities grow naturally,at the beginning i worked at it,i mostly work with trances and dreams.
the effect its had on me?
Well sometimes i feel crazy,as if why the hell did i choose to incarnate like this?
I feel old,really old,stuck in a fairly young body..Although sometimes i feel privelidged to be able to experience what i do,and most amazing experiences at that!!
hmm..i could keep going....let me know if you want me to...*suddenly feels as if words are inadequate again*
*damn words*
*wishes i could make an energy ball with all my feelings and thoughts and plonk it into peoples minds,to effectively communicate what i feel*...wait i prolly can do it already*hits head*
my daily rituals are get out of bed,fully aware of what the day will bring(and be looking forward to it or not.
).I also keep a dream journal,and record apon awakening between 2-5,7 dreams i have a night.I have been observing my dream cycles for 10 yrs now.Only been keeping a dream journal for the last 3 yrs!!(I used to be able to recall dreams i had years ago,but since i kept a dream journal my memory has become slack)firstly ever since i could ever remember i have been aware of my surroundings,not in the physical sense,more ethereal.I am an empath,so i have always sensed people and situations.
I work intensively with my chakras,my abilities there seemed to develop naturally on its own,each and every day i learn something new,or come up with new ideas to experiment with.They seem to "pop" out of the ether.More than likely my guides telling me.but my abilities have pretty much grown since i was about 7 yrs old,(from the weird things i used to do back then)
I dont ground as often as i should,although i protect myself when i feel the need,or unless i have been psychically attacked i put extra on.
I notice i go through particular cycles.I might be intensively hermit like not wanting to communicate,throat problems,reflecting on the past (in order to know the future one must know where one comes from to determine the future),other times i will interact with mild enthusiasm(i havent been able to for years be fully enthusiastic about something since i was about 11 yrs old...lol..
guess i am too serious? although i like to play with words and be humourous.
I am forever going in and out of trances.....
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*what was i saying??*
*notes to self-stop playing higher octave music while writing posts..*
at the moment i am so busy i dont have much time to concentrate on what i would like to.I really would like to have a break,perhaps go to the mountains...
ahh i also let my abilities grow naturally,at the beginning i worked at it,i mostly work with trances and dreams.
the effect its had on me?
Well sometimes i feel crazy,as if why the hell did i choose to incarnate like this?
I feel old,really old,stuck in a fairly young body..Although sometimes i feel privelidged to be able to experience what i do,and most amazing experiences at that!!
hmm..i could keep going....let me know if you want me to...*suddenly feels as if words are inadequate again*
*damn words*
*wishes i could make an energy ball with all my feelings and thoughts and plonk it into peoples minds,to effectively communicate what i feel*...wait i prolly can do it already*hits head*