Original post: durki
Confessions of one's murky past to friends, fellow-beings and people in society & community take the selfishness out of one's being and make one egoless by removing tendencies of crime, evil and crookedness. Once Matter is scooped out of one's being in this fashion, Spirit that is within you gets chance to flood your being with Divine Light.
Stagnant water in a hidden place stinks & festers but flowing water in open sun is fragrant.
Interested members may please unwind themselves in this thread.
Here are some of my confessions :-
(1) During my school days, I had stolen a chemistry book ' What happens when ?' from my friend's house. And again later in college, I had stolen an english book.
(2) I was involved in gay, bi-sexual and other perverted activities during my earlier days.
(3) Once I had a dream in which I married my mother.
(4) Once I got sexual thoughts for my sister.
(5) I once thought of killing my brother.
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Original post: Anathema_Oracle
The OF confessional is now open for business!
Please expose your darkest deeds in this thread for public humiliation and transcendence!
We here at OF believe in an Open Mic confessional as opposed to those silly Catholics who want you to tell all your secrets to a priest! HA! No privelaged information here!
1.) I don't believe in magic)k) or any of its spelling variants.
Roll up people! Let your sins and misdeeds flow forth like a broken sewer main.
If this thread makes you uncomfortable, you wouldnt be the only one. Post at your extreme discretion.
The OF confessional is now open for business!
Please expose your darkest deeds in this thread for public humiliation and transcendence!
We here at OF believe in an Open Mic confessional as opposed to those silly Catholics who want you to tell all your secrets to a priest! HA! No privelaged information here!
1.) I don't believe in magic)k) or any of its spelling variants.
Roll up people! Let your sins and misdeeds flow forth like a broken sewer main.
If this thread makes you uncomfortable, you wouldnt be the only one. Post at your extreme discretion.
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Original post: Venefica
Hum...let me see. I am involved whit the BDSM scene where I do pain play and other things that should not be mentioned in this forum. And I like it...allot...hum come to think of it perhaps I should go an sin some more...right now. :evil:
Hum...let me see. I am involved whit the BDSM scene where I do pain play and other things that should not be mentioned in this forum. And I like it...allot...hum come to think of it perhaps I should go an sin some more...right now. :evil:
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Original post: Anathema_Oracle
Well that's more an admission than a confession. Come on, Durki wants the juicy things that shame you, not that you're proud of.
Get with the program, elucidation of dark and dingy secrets!
ii.) I use to cheat on my math tests all the time.
Come on, join in!
Well that's more an admission than a confession. Come on, Durki wants the juicy things that shame you, not that you're proud of.
Get with the program, elucidation of dark and dingy secrets!
ii.) I use to cheat on my math tests all the time.
Come on, join in!
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Original post: Scarlett_156
Oh, like I'm gonna fall for THAT one! lmao!
General rule of thumb for this magician: "It's better to regret something you HAVE done than something you HAVEN'T done!" (Butthole Surfers)
*sings* Regrets... I have a few... but then again... too few to mention...
Oh, like I'm gonna fall for THAT one! lmao!
General rule of thumb for this magician: "It's better to regret something you HAVE done than something you HAVEN'T done!" (Butthole Surfers)
*sings* Regrets... I have a few... but then again... too few to mention...
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Original post: Lucian
You seriously feel guilty about stealing textbooks, having typical Freudian dreams, and wanting to kill your siblings? Uh... okay.
Confess our shame?? I don't generally feel shame. Shame is a very slippery thing that may or may not just be someone else trying to control you. It has more to do with your environment and social conditioning than it has to do with the real you.
The only thing I have ever done that I genuinely regret and feel remorse for was allowing the neighborhood fundamentalist Christian girl to bully me into killing a bird. We found it stunned and she was convinced it would soon die. So she decided we must put it out of its misery, and for some reason I was chosen for this task. I of course resisted, but this much older, bigger and more "righteous" girl would have none of that. She shouted at me, swore the bird was in agony and it was wrong not to kill it, threatened me with the wrath of God and the loss of her "friendship". Eventually I caved. Not being a skilled executioner at the age of eight or nine, I only succeeded in torturing the poor thing until I finally left it in someplace quiet and secret to die of its own accord.
I regret torturing the bird, but I think I regret more that I allowed myself to be bullied into doing it.
This is also why I think children are evil.
You seriously feel guilty about stealing textbooks, having typical Freudian dreams, and wanting to kill your siblings? Uh... okay.
Confess our shame?? I don't generally feel shame. Shame is a very slippery thing that may or may not just be someone else trying to control you. It has more to do with your environment and social conditioning than it has to do with the real you.
The only thing I have ever done that I genuinely regret and feel remorse for was allowing the neighborhood fundamentalist Christian girl to bully me into killing a bird. We found it stunned and she was convinced it would soon die. So she decided we must put it out of its misery, and for some reason I was chosen for this task. I of course resisted, but this much older, bigger and more "righteous" girl would have none of that. She shouted at me, swore the bird was in agony and it was wrong not to kill it, threatened me with the wrath of God and the loss of her "friendship". Eventually I caved. Not being a skilled executioner at the age of eight or nine, I only succeeded in torturing the poor thing until I finally left it in someplace quiet and secret to die of its own accord.
I regret torturing the bird, but I think I regret more that I allowed myself to be bullied into doing it.
This is also why I think children are evil.
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Original post: Skeptismo118
I was a teenage library pilferer.
I happen to enjoy the current Battlestar Galactica far more the I should specifically because of all the Mormonism in the original series.
I often dream of a Carousel outside of Time where all the people I love are riding concurrent with our lives, trying to remind ourselves of something
I've had more major life events happen in Las Vegas than is probably healthy for anyone.
I was a smoker for years only to quit spontaniously one morning as if the circuit for it had been removed, August 23, 2001 to be exact. I sometimes think I was prepping my lungs for what they'd get hit with less then a month later.
I miss Bob Wilson and wish I had spent a bit more time with him when I had the chance, but I'm glad the time of his suffering went better than anyone expected.
I left a lucrative job on litigation to run off first to the Great Rift Valley to dig ditches and then to join the Sideshow. I have no regrets and have had a lot more fun as a result.
Rumor has it I was on a episode of a documentary series on sexuality. I'm willing to believe it.
I am more comfortable around known mafia figures then I am business executives. Frankly, with the mob guys at least I know where I stand.
I was a teenage library pilferer.
I happen to enjoy the current Battlestar Galactica far more the I should specifically because of all the Mormonism in the original series.
I often dream of a Carousel outside of Time where all the people I love are riding concurrent with our lives, trying to remind ourselves of something
I've had more major life events happen in Las Vegas than is probably healthy for anyone.
I was a smoker for years only to quit spontaniously one morning as if the circuit for it had been removed, August 23, 2001 to be exact. I sometimes think I was prepping my lungs for what they'd get hit with less then a month later.
I miss Bob Wilson and wish I had spent a bit more time with him when I had the chance, but I'm glad the time of his suffering went better than anyone expected.
I left a lucrative job on litigation to run off first to the Great Rift Valley to dig ditches and then to join the Sideshow. I have no regrets and have had a lot more fun as a result.
Rumor has it I was on a episode of a documentary series on sexuality. I'm willing to believe it.
I am more comfortable around known mafia figures then I am business executives. Frankly, with the mob guys at least I know where I stand.
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Original post: thethird
Okay. if we are going to do this right, and not just bring up things we want people to know about us, then...
When i was a little kid I had a dog, and I went out somewhere for the whole day, and then came back and forgot to let her out. Well, hours went by and the poor freaking dog had to pee, but because I was a stupid little kid, she never got let out, and she was such a good dog, that she held it and held it and held it. Finally someone reminded me, and I went up to open the door for her and she had this look on her face, like she was in such misery. You have no idea how much guilt I feel over that. I mean, can you imagine having someone else control when you get to urinate, and if they forget and you pee where you aren't supposed to, then you get punished? Damn, I wish I could go back and redo how that dog lived. Seriously, I hate this thread now for making me think about that.
Okay. if we are going to do this right, and not just bring up things we want people to know about us, then...
When i was a little kid I had a dog, and I went out somewhere for the whole day, and then came back and forgot to let her out. Well, hours went by and the poor freaking dog had to pee, but because I was a stupid little kid, she never got let out, and she was such a good dog, that she held it and held it and held it. Finally someone reminded me, and I went up to open the door for her and she had this look on her face, like she was in such misery. You have no idea how much guilt I feel over that. I mean, can you imagine having someone else control when you get to urinate, and if they forget and you pee where you aren't supposed to, then you get punished? Damn, I wish I could go back and redo how that dog lived. Seriously, I hate this thread now for making me think about that.
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Original post: Venefica
I also eat way to much chocolate.
I do not have that much more juicy than that.
Hum...once I dreamt about taking my mother's yapping puppy and pickle him in a jar. He was just big enough at the time to fit in a big jam glass.Get with the program, elucidation of dark and dingy secrets!
I also eat way to much chocolate.
I do not have that much more juicy than that.
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Original post: Daleth
I confess that once, I lost my faith that I was the awesomest person in the world. Thankfully, I regained it after half an hour.
I confess that once, I lost my faith that I was the awesomest person in the world. Thankfully, I regained it after half an hour.
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Original post: Anathema_Oracle
I once hit my sister with a chair.
I am still afraid of the dark.
I have racist thoughts about asian people.
I once hit my sister with a chair.
I am still afraid of the dark.
I have racist thoughts about asian people.
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Original post: Skeptismo118
That's okay. With only a little work you can have Asian thoughts about racist people instead.Anathema_Oracle;280274 wrote: I have racist thoughts about asian people.
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Original post: Anathema_Oracle
Done! "He no good la, he say bad thing about Chinee, he say we all drive bad and smell like cabbage!"
"Aiyaaa, so bad la, he so racey, I no love him loon time"
Ok,
I think I am smarter than I really am;
I failed university because I stopped going;
I still pretend i am studying law so I don't have to work;
I have never done the LBRP;
I didn't know who Michael Kraig was until March;
I have never read the Sephir Yetzirah even though Ive quoted it;
I spell check my posts before posting;
I sometimes drink during the day;
I sometimes use words in their wrong context because I like the sound of them; and
I am scared of public toilet urinals.
Edit: I once sponsored a little African girl but stopped paying my 30 a month and never wrote back when she wrote about the new well in her village. (I hope she isnt dead!).
Edit: I once told my sister my friend beat me up when actually I fell down a flight of stairs and vomited in his gf's car when she drove me home from a function he was hosting.
oh and I once smashed a window to get into my house because I forgot my key and pretended that a tree branch broke it.
I sold all of my mother's antiquities after she died to use it for gambling money.
*Im done for now*
That's okay. With only a little work you can have Asian thoughts about racist people instead
Done! "He no good la, he say bad thing about Chinee, he say we all drive bad and smell like cabbage!"
"Aiyaaa, so bad la, he so racey, I no love him loon time"
Ok,
I think I am smarter than I really am;
I failed university because I stopped going;
I still pretend i am studying law so I don't have to work;
I have never done the LBRP;
I didn't know who Michael Kraig was until March;
I have never read the Sephir Yetzirah even though Ive quoted it;
I spell check my posts before posting;
I sometimes drink during the day;
I sometimes use words in their wrong context because I like the sound of them; and
I am scared of public toilet urinals.
Edit: I once sponsored a little African girl but stopped paying my 30 a month and never wrote back when she wrote about the new well in her village. (I hope she isnt dead!).
Edit: I once told my sister my friend beat me up when actually I fell down a flight of stairs and vomited in his gf's car when she drove me home from a function he was hosting.
oh and I once smashed a window to get into my house because I forgot my key and pretended that a tree branch broke it.
I sold all of my mother's antiquities after she died to use it for gambling money.
*Im done for now*
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Original post: durki
All human beings on earth have skeletons in their cupboards. Only those under self-delusion & self-deception think they are pure & perfect. By hiding their evil propensities, such persons block their own spiritual progress. As for myself, I have shifted my consciousness from mundane to divine rather more through revealing & exposing my inner world to others than through any other spiritual practice. I have shown amazing candour in telling unspeakable facts & truths about my most secret life to others and in consequence I have proportionally derived immense benefit by way of mental relief & freeing myself from bad habits & evil tendencies.
Here is another set of confessions :-
(1) I was a wicked guy during my teens. Whenever cock, hen or any other creature had to be killed in the house for cooking, I will be called to execute it. And I will most mercilessly chop off the head of the poor & innocent living bird or any other life-form.
(2) I was alone in my house. A girl came from nearby slum to get fruits from a tree in my court-yard. Afterwards she came to my bed-room and seduced me.
(3) I used to take drugs those days. For days on end, I had sex with a 5 years old girl.
(4) I was in a disturbed frame of mind in Mumbai. I went to an area where there is human flesh trade. I was cheated by a pimp. Then I entered a brothel to be greeted by a 40 years old fat & black lady. Because I did not have money in small denominations, so she took the money in big denomination and said to me that I could have sex with her twice with an interval of time. When I had mounted her & was in compromising position, she -being a professional - started chatting with her young daughter.
Because I was neither happy nor satisfied, I went to another young prostitute at almost an adjacent place. Because I was depleted in money, so she did not allow me to take much liberty but nonetheless I took her nude in my laps & enjoyed with her a subsequent fierce intercourse.
(5) During my hypnotic regression spanning my last 20+ births on earth ( before that, I had been on another plane ), it turned out that streak of perversion had all along been there during my past existence. Even I had attempted murder on occasions.
In my immediately previous birth, I was told, I was not a human but a mere snake in a forest of India.
All human beings on earth have skeletons in their cupboards. Only those under self-delusion & self-deception think they are pure & perfect. By hiding their evil propensities, such persons block their own spiritual progress. As for myself, I have shifted my consciousness from mundane to divine rather more through revealing & exposing my inner world to others than through any other spiritual practice. I have shown amazing candour in telling unspeakable facts & truths about my most secret life to others and in consequence I have proportionally derived immense benefit by way of mental relief & freeing myself from bad habits & evil tendencies.
Here is another set of confessions :-
(1) I was a wicked guy during my teens. Whenever cock, hen or any other creature had to be killed in the house for cooking, I will be called to execute it. And I will most mercilessly chop off the head of the poor & innocent living bird or any other life-form.
(2) I was alone in my house. A girl came from nearby slum to get fruits from a tree in my court-yard. Afterwards she came to my bed-room and seduced me.
(3) I used to take drugs those days. For days on end, I had sex with a 5 years old girl.
(4) I was in a disturbed frame of mind in Mumbai. I went to an area where there is human flesh trade. I was cheated by a pimp. Then I entered a brothel to be greeted by a 40 years old fat & black lady. Because I did not have money in small denominations, so she took the money in big denomination and said to me that I could have sex with her twice with an interval of time. When I had mounted her & was in compromising position, she -being a professional - started chatting with her young daughter.
Because I was neither happy nor satisfied, I went to another young prostitute at almost an adjacent place. Because I was depleted in money, so she did not allow me to take much liberty but nonetheless I took her nude in my laps & enjoyed with her a subsequent fierce intercourse.
(5) During my hypnotic regression spanning my last 20+ births on earth ( before that, I had been on another plane ), it turned out that streak of perversion had all along been there during my past existence. Even I had attempted murder on occasions.
In my immediately previous birth, I was told, I was not a human but a mere snake in a forest of India.
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Original post: Anathema_Oracle
Well Well, that certainly trumps any other confession I was gonna make! Raping 5 year olds, getting seduced by beggars, having fierce intercourse with a prostitute against her will kind of makes my life look mundane and saintly.
Very brave of you, but, I fear that some of your admissions are a little, err...ummm.
Anyone else got a confession? Preferably one involving minor moral discretions?
Well Well, that certainly trumps any other confession I was gonna make! Raping 5 year olds, getting seduced by beggars, having fierce intercourse with a prostitute against her will kind of makes my life look mundane and saintly.
Very brave of you, but, I fear that some of your admissions are a little, err...ummm.
Anyone else got a confession? Preferably one involving minor moral discretions?
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Original post: Sheosyrath
No, mine would be similar to his. (no 5 year olds though)Anathema_Oracle;280361 wrote:Anyone else got a confession? Preferably one involving minor moral discretions?
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Original post: ward
Sorry if this is already obvious to everyone including the original poster and this whole thread is just a satire of religion, but I thought it would be worth pointing out on the off chance that people are taking this road to egolessness with more than the pinch of salt it deserves.
You don't become egoless by replacing a perceived 'evil' ego with a perceived 'good' one. :eh:egoless by removing tendencies of crime, evil and crookedness.
Sorry if this is already obvious to everyone including the original poster and this whole thread is just a satire of religion, but I thought it would be worth pointing out on the off chance that people are taking this road to egolessness with more than the pinch of salt it deserves.
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Original post: ward
1. I'm really really pompous.
2. I'm afraid of the dark (with questionable cause)
1. I'm really really pompous.
2. I'm afraid of the dark (with questionable cause)
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Original post: Lucian
I'm a thief. I fucking love stealing.
I took advantage of a drunk guy.
I raped my boyfriend the other morning. Or so he says. He did cry for hours and complain about feeling dirty...
I am a cat fighter... those dog fighters don't know what they're missing. This is where it's at. I put razors on their tail. If they fail to win the fight, they get a bath. With soap. And no wet food for dinner.
I just infected everyone in the house with my cold... and blamed it on my boyfriend's little brother Ian.:evil:
I'm a thief. I fucking love stealing.
I took advantage of a drunk guy.
I raped my boyfriend the other morning. Or so he says. He did cry for hours and complain about feeling dirty...
I am a cat fighter... those dog fighters don't know what they're missing. This is where it's at. I put razors on their tail. If they fail to win the fight, they get a bath. With soap. And no wet food for dinner.
I just infected everyone in the house with my cold... and blamed it on my boyfriend's little brother Ian.:evil:
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Original post: Lucian
Okay, no - that's a lie.
It really was Ian.
Okay, no - that's a lie.
It really was Ian.
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Original post: Sushumma
1. I once thought confessing something in public could be liberating, but it only gives other people more rope to hang you.
1. I once thought confessing something in public could be liberating, but it only gives other people more rope to hang you.
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Original post: Khered
(1) I told a friend that I was sick so that I wouldn't have to come outside just to hear him complain about still being single.
(2) I broke something that my mom liked and I blamed it on my big sister.
(3) A couple of years ago there was one night when I was so horny that I masturbated in the woods.
(4) I used to be anti-semitic but now I love the music of Ofra Haza, middle eastern artists in general, and I am learning Hebrew.
(5) I keep bullshitting about getting into shape.
(1) I told a friend that I was sick so that I wouldn't have to come outside just to hear him complain about still being single.
(2) I broke something that my mom liked and I blamed it on my big sister.
(3) A couple of years ago there was one night when I was so horny that I masturbated in the woods.
(4) I used to be anti-semitic but now I love the music of Ofra Haza, middle eastern artists in general, and I am learning Hebrew.
(5) I keep bullshitting about getting into shape.
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Original post: Amariscth
1) I lost my faith for a time. It was a very difficult time.
2) I don't like ants... T_T
3) I'm terrified of the dark ..... and vaccuum cleaners. O_________O
4) I've had some bad stuff happen to me, but I can't psychologically talk about it.
5) I can talk about something, though... I used to cut myself. Sometimes I still feel like it, and become a danger to myself and all around me. I have massive scars on various parts of my body, particularly on my left forearm. Thankfully I've got something more to keep going for, though.
6) I find that I can't trust anyone, except the God and Goddess.
1) I lost my faith for a time. It was a very difficult time.
2) I don't like ants... T_T
3) I'm terrified of the dark ..... and vaccuum cleaners. O_________O
4) I've had some bad stuff happen to me, but I can't psychologically talk about it.
5) I can talk about something, though... I used to cut myself. Sometimes I still feel like it, and become a danger to myself and all around me. I have massive scars on various parts of my body, particularly on my left forearm. Thankfully I've got something more to keep going for, though.
6) I find that I can't trust anyone, except the God and Goddess.
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Original post: Madrona
[QUOTE=durki;280354]All human beings on earth have skeletons in their cupboards. Only those under self-delusion & self-deception think they are pure & perfect. By hiding their evil propensities, such persons block their own spiritual progress. As for myself, I have shifted my consciousness from mundane to divine rather more through revealing & exposing my inner world to others than through any other spiritual practice. I have shown amazing candour in telling unspeakable facts & truths about my most secret life to others and in consequence I have proportionally derived immense benefit by way of mental relief & freeing myself from bad habits & evil tendencies.[/QUOTE]
You have some good points, and you are brave (to say the least.) I think almost any sort facing your fears is a very important spiritual exercise. Exposures and confessions are good, though of course, their can be high risks from involving others, because most people are very unevolved and judgemental, But regardless, the bottom line is that ultimately we are only afraid of ourselves, and we are our own judges.
I was actually gonna start a thread on the whole facing your fears buisness, think prabably will.
COnfessions: (And these are me being careful)
(1) I have very intrusive and unpleasant perverted sexual thoughts, which i happen to be trying to overcome/heal/integrate(?) by forcing myself to feel them and focus on them when they arise, even though it totally grosses me out. (i also happen to think i might be learning how to sense other peoples energies better from this, seems like there is a very intense amount of sexual energy in some peoples auras, and i mean to the point of it being disturbing, especially when its the librarian, off topic)
(2) I have really bad gas today
(3) I spend way to much time in the mirror and working on my apearance. I am working very hard on shaking off the whole womens's beauty burden thing and it is very difficult.
[QUOTE=durki;280354]All human beings on earth have skeletons in their cupboards. Only those under self-delusion & self-deception think they are pure & perfect. By hiding their evil propensities, such persons block their own spiritual progress. As for myself, I have shifted my consciousness from mundane to divine rather more through revealing & exposing my inner world to others than through any other spiritual practice. I have shown amazing candour in telling unspeakable facts & truths about my most secret life to others and in consequence I have proportionally derived immense benefit by way of mental relief & freeing myself from bad habits & evil tendencies.[/QUOTE]
You have some good points, and you are brave (to say the least.) I think almost any sort facing your fears is a very important spiritual exercise. Exposures and confessions are good, though of course, their can be high risks from involving others, because most people are very unevolved and judgemental, But regardless, the bottom line is that ultimately we are only afraid of ourselves, and we are our own judges.
I was actually gonna start a thread on the whole facing your fears buisness, think prabably will.
COnfessions: (And these are me being careful)
(1) I have very intrusive and unpleasant perverted sexual thoughts, which i happen to be trying to overcome/heal/integrate(?) by forcing myself to feel them and focus on them when they arise, even though it totally grosses me out. (i also happen to think i might be learning how to sense other peoples energies better from this, seems like there is a very intense amount of sexual energy in some peoples auras, and i mean to the point of it being disturbing, especially when its the librarian, off topic)
(2) I have really bad gas today
(3) I spend way to much time in the mirror and working on my apearance. I am working very hard on shaking off the whole womens's beauty burden thing and it is very difficult.
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Huh? Maybe. Could be bravery, could be exhibitionism. I find this "brave", "spiritual" front very unconvincing. But who knows and really, who cares?
Madrona wrote:You have some good points, and you are brave (to say the least.)
Huh? Maybe. Could be bravery, could be exhibitionism. I find this "brave", "spiritual" front very unconvincing. But who knows and really, who cares?