Random Thoughts

[CCoburn]

I took this title from the general purpose writing forums.

[CCoburn]

I was just thinking that finding the right writing forum is like the old Plinko Game on The Price Is Right. The big chip just slides and bumpety bumps down through a maze until something makes it stick.

[CCoburn]

Re : Kabbalah : Thread of Beingness

I've actually stated similar things back in the day during altered states. I use the terms "facets" and "aspects" of existence implicitly, but if you were attempting an explicit hypothetical you might think in terms of string theory.

Matter and energy are interchangeable - different manifestations of a common core fundamental. With the material, the smallest and most fundamental subatomic particles would be manifested via these waveforms that vibrate at specific frequencies. The specific frequency would determine a specific type/kind of particle; reminiscent of a wave/particle duality.

This type of phenomenon is already evident within the electromagnetic spectrum, although of a different manner - specific colors vary by frequency. So, hypothetically "thread of beingness" could be worked in here as well. I'm always coming across snakes in the grass - the various parallels of these serpentine like sine waves. It's nothing new.

[CCoburn]

I noticed it was down in the low fifties early this morning(a first), and then a bit later on I also notice it's September 1st. That makes sense.

[CCoburn]

Another Day Another Dollar


Another day, another forty or so dollars - spent. Sometimes a lot more, but seldom less. Just for daily excursions that is with the bulk of mundane expenses not included.

[CCoburn]

With regard to the Mandela Effect and the concept of parallel universes as of late. Part of the problem has always been that since emergence begins from nothing(the Ein Soph), spheres would not conform very well with this idea since spheres do not fit together without having gaps around contact points, and you can't have gaps with regard to emergence from a negative existence since the gaps would be space which does not exist but is what is being created within the spheres themselves, but, overlapping spheres might resolve this problem and artistically and naturally enough in this scenario the emergence of multiple universes would perhaps resemble a flower from a seed. Each petal would be a parallel universe as opposed to emergence of a single sphere(universe) from nothing.

Aside from a flowery concept, the emergence might also resemble the particles within the nucleus of an atom, or anything that eliminates space that does not exist. This is only figurative, same idea different scale, and in this scenario each particle would represent a parallel universe.

[CCoburn]

There are occasional comments about how the forum quieted down a bit after Desecrated left, although in contrast the most users ever online(bottom of index page) was three years post-Desecrated. I think there were other spikes as well during the relevant time frame. Not sayin' it means anything, but just sayin', and the staff did flounder a bit somewhere around this time as well.

[CCoburn]

That new user: PoseidonDark; like a dark king - it was a brief theme here recently. I see other coincidences? I see them all.

[CCoburn]

One hundred ninety dollars and some change for a couple of pretty little orange stickers; they call it vehicle registration. It is a bit steep. To make a long story short though, I suppose it's just another parcel of the price paid to exist as part of an ordered system where utilities and privileges aren't just given away for free but need to be earned.

Perhaps this "working and earning" is a reflection of the billions of years it took to create functional star systems, although I believe according to the Bible it took six days to create the Earth and God rested on the seventh - can't be certain though because I don't read it.

[CCoburn]

Billions, millions, and even thousands does seem a bit excessive though. Not sure about the length of the creative processes, but the universe is roughly fourteen billion years old and the Earth about five with approximately nine billion in between; likely lots of stuff going on in that nine after the initial expansion and prior to the creation of our own star system.

[CCoburn]

There is some good writing here as of late. It doesn't matter whether or not I entirely agree with all of it; it's still good. I'm not even sure if I agree with everything I write as there are varying degrees of rhetoric scattered about. Like with the poetry, at times what I truly believe may be altered in some way for the greater good of a particular piece, although there is effort to remain true to form and that would be the default, but ultimately it depends on what I happen to be writing at any given time.

Most if not all of this here at this site would only be applicable to myself since as far as I know all others are just writing prose.

[CCoburn]

The irony is currently in the overwhelming options of what is said to be a not-so-active site - where to start.

[CCoburn]

Jack Nicholson : The Shining


My current discourse within a particular thread here brings to mind a scene from The Shining
I do think it's a bit much for the thread itself, so I'll place it here instead:

"I'll huff and I'll puff..."

And I'll blow your fuckin' house in - sounds like something Captain Spalding would say

[CCoburn]

Top academics of the world are still debating a theory of everything, so what does this say about such a theory? Well for one, it apparently defies reason which is something we've extrapolated already anyway.


And always attempting to unify the large and the small with dubious results where within some bizarre origin the "large and the small" are one in the same.

[CCoburn]

The Compulsion


Sometimes I think it might end, but it never does.

[CCoburn]

Chaos Magic


I was just talking about scratch tickets in another thread here recently; last night I bought four two-dollar tickets and won fifty bucks.

[CCoburn]

They say you don't know what you got until it's gone, so I got rid of everything so I could see what I have.

— Stephen Wright

[CCoburn]

Cosmic Combos


I think writing and music go really well together. On occasion it can be difficult to associate a written piece with a good musical track, but most of the time it's like the icing on the cake. The writing can stand on its own of course, but I really do enjoy musically augmenting and embellishing these written pieces.

I know tastes vary, but doesn't everyone love music? I know I do.

[CCoburn]

Re : Trolls


The current active postings might be the work of a supertroll. They have multiple personalities/accounts. They might post things that display intelligent questions and then turn around post something totally nonsensical or vulgar.

It's not entirely clear what motivates them to do such things; maybe that's something only the "supertroll" knows. It could be psyops, boredom, or something else et cetera.

[Amor]

This is only slightly symbolic. I once saw a fringe church wedding and almost all the adult males were having their brain thoughts managed by an etheric entity.





There are also technical devices - usually etheric

[CCoburn]

I once saw a fringe church wedding and almost all the adult males were having their brain thoughts managed by an etheric entity.

I couldn't find your post on the active page to quote about some humans not having a soul, and I've thought similar before, but it doesn't seem possible really. It does seem like there would have to be some (soul) spark of the primordial in there for a vessel to be animated at all. No soul->inanimate->dead.

I'm not really getting into panpsychism or animism here, and don't really care for the implications that the lowest and most disgusting forms of humanity are observably less than but also innately quite similar to myself. It almost appears that the human hierarchy is interrupted or broken whereas some humans would actually be placed below some forms of animal life with other humans being placed higher above that – quite the diverse bunch we are in general.

[Amor]

In the Egyptian tradition there are 5 souls. The soul body formed from higher mental substance in the human is used as an interface to the personality by a solar angel (holy guardian angel).

If the solar angel finds the brain unsuitable as an interface with the mind, the solar angel may well withdraw from that incarnation. In common parlance that human may be called soulless.

No doubt there are many intermediate stages these days with the vast expansion of dementia and autism in the last few decades

[CCoburn]

In the Egyptian tradition there are 5 souls. The soul body formed from higher mental substance in the human is used as an interface to the personality by a solar angel (holy guardian angel).

If the solar angel finds the brain unsuitable as an interface with the mind, the solar angel may well withdraw from that incarnation. In common parlance that human may be called soulless.

No doubt there are many intermediate stages these days with the vast expansion of dementia and autism in the last few decades

I often theorize to what extent the "soul" and "vessel" parts each contribute to forming a complete and individual personality e.g. can the "individuality" persist etherically in absence of the vessel or must there be a reincarnation of that specific DNA in order for that 'person' to exist again exactly as it was. The vessel most always does align quite well with the personality in formation of a unique individual and appears as more than just some arbitrary container.

My past OBE's don't really resolve this entirely. I have memories during the time spent separated from the physical vessel that may have seemed/felt like I was the same person but can't really state unequivocally whether in fact I actually was or not. Of course, the fact that the physical body was still alive and functioning would also be a factor.

[Amor]

>can the "individuality" persist etherically in absence of the vessel or must there be a reincarnation of that specific DNA in order for that 'person' to exist again exactly as it was.

Theosophists speak of "seed atoms".

To avoid the human starting from zero in each incarnation, the state of development of the physical, emotional and mental bodies is stored in seed atoms that are provided to the next incarnation.

The relevant solar angel will usually continue to assist the progress of the human spirit/monad in refining, aligning and managing the five bodies and their spirits : physical, emotional, mental, heart/buddhic and will/atmic.

[CCoburn]

>can the "individuality" persist etherically in absence of the vessel or must there be a reincarnation of that specific DNA in order for that 'person' to exist again exactly as it was.

Theosophists speak of "seed atoms".

To avoid the human starting from zero in each incarnation, the state of development of the physical, emotional and mental bodies is stored in seed atoms that are provided to the next incarnation.

The relevant solar angel will usually continue to assist the progress of the human spirit/monad in refining, aligning and managing the five bodies and their spirits : physical, emotional, mental, heart/buddhic and will/atmic.

I recall this from a couple years back when you posted something similar, and I even wrote some brief pieces elsewhere on the topic back then. An atom is a combination of matter and energy but is about as small as you can go without going completely etheric such as light or other forms of electromagnetic energy. It seems feasible at face value, but the storage capacity of a single atom would be quite miniscule and likely measured in a few bits or less. The concept does align with an OBE I had a couple decades ago (long story), and I recall going on about an atom of a special element harboring consciousness even back then before moving on to other things.

The double helix DNA molecule strand of "individuality" is composed of billions of atoms with each repeating nucleotide only consisting of about thirty atoms of "five" elements. The repetition within the DNA strand appears reminiscent the fundamental fractal nature of creation that can be observed small scale such as the DNA strand to medium scale like clouds, trees, mountains and other land masses to larger scale such as star systems composed of the repeating atomic structures that resemble them.