Lets hypothetically say that John created certain triggerwords that got very entangled and needed help to resolve them so therefore he contacted a witch to act as the intermediary between negotiations between John and the entities she contacted on Johns behalf . John knew that he was very ignorant and lacking in wisdome so he instinctivelly knew that he needed to incorpate a request which would serve as some kind of spiritual defense and protection in case it was a bad idea to contact the witch and the entities in the first place , so John came up with the idea to involve those whom John believed was his allies in one of the requests that John pitched to the witch whom in turn pitched it to the entities , now at the time John believed that certain forces where his allies , the only problem was that he had previously conflated the names of these forces with other association meanings and concepts so their name became inseperable from the the concepts and associations , becuse those triggerwords was causing John torments , he couldnt name whom he though was his allies at the time by name , so John had to refer to them by association . Those whom John believed to be allies told him long time ago that they represent forces of truth and also said that anyone who wants the truth above all else will get intermittent invincible help from those forces to escape the matrix" so without knowing if John ever recieved invincible help from those he thought he was his allies
He wrote in one of the requests to the witch ( cant remember exact wording). But something similar to the phrase that is within quotation "below"
" there is a force that has helped me intermittently when i lived with my mother , i might have specified that this force is not the sun or the serpent but i cant remember if if i did , but i said that this force could control my free will as they see fit no matter what i say or do"
John regrets doing so becuse it led him to be semi-besatt possesed ever since
But because i didnt name them by name ( those whom i thought was my allies at the time ) and becuse i didnt even dare to focus on them with focused intent even by referring to them by association in fear of activating the triggerwords that tormented him .
Its reasonable to to ask whom was it that the universe thought John
referred to since the phrase was very ambitious and vauge , lets also remind you that John never knew for sure if he received invincible help from those whom John thought was his allies those very same allies that John said could control his free will as they see fit no matter what John said or did he only assumed so and John was also previously a muslim whilst he lived with his mother and John also remember ( whilst he lived with his mother) that he asked of the help of st Germain and the galatic federation of light during his sucker days when he was fooled by watered down new age ideas
So to this very date i have no clue how the universe interepted that phrase about the force that could control my free will or whom it thought i referred to becuse Ive had different beliefs whilst i lived with my mother so there could be alot of ( maybe opposing spiritual forces) that could have helped me whilst i lived with my mother all the way up to the point that John contacted the witch
After John contacted the witch to get the triggerwords resolved he deared to refer to them by name and John continued to believe that those forces were his allies up until a few years ago so he continued saying directly or indirectly that certain fores ( by name this time around ) could control Johns free maybe significantly north of 100.000 now i dont trust anyone
But John also wonders why he only got semi possessed instead of being fully possesed since John signed the Pact with his mind body and soul
John got 2 theories
But before John deelves into those theories
The witch told John that the work would take 100 days to complete becude John had other requests that he wanted the entities to fulfill so on top of saying that the certain force ( whom i didnt referr by name) could control my free will as they see fit no matter what John said or did John also told them they could siphon upon Johns energies from his throat ever day for twelve consequitive weeks in return for fullfulling all of Johns requests but around a month in or so John had a terrible nightmare ,
it appeared as if John was in an eddifice beneath earth finding himself standing in some form of hallway that was connected to other rooms , John heard screams from a distance , screams of the like hes never heard before or since , it appeared that some snake or monster was absolutely devoring human beings ,
i awoke with a jolt covered in cold sweat , John understood that the dream was symbolic and were he to complete the work he requested from the entities and the witch it would be John that would be next in line for consumption but not physical consumption more like a a symbolic consumption which would lead to the death of Johns aspirations to see beyond the material world and which would also lead to the destruction of Johns will and desire to escape the matrix.
So after a month or so i told them they they could bygget off i didnt want anything to do with them , shortly thereafter they started communicating with me trough telepathy which shocked me because ive never experienced that before , it didbt take long to realise that they are hostile and that they have in fact remained silent for all those 30 days or so the work was carried out, they had grownn stronger within me for each day without me having single clue as i thought i had protected myself against that becuse i told them that they could not use the energy they took from my throat to use against me in any way.
But i guess the request about a certain force being able to control Johns Free will allowed them to do so anywaamy
Later on after many years had gone by John contacted the witch again but told her and the entities that he wanted his lifeforce back but it appears that they might have took it to mean that John wanted to pick up on the previous work by reducing it and that John want to continue healing becuse one of the requests that John told them previously was that he wanted to heal
around a month more went by in hope that the entities would dissappear as a result of taking back my life energy that was given them previously by my throat , but as the entities continued to stay in John , Johns frustration grew weary so he wrote to the witch that he wanted to reverse all the work that the witch and the entities did on him as in they never effected him to begin with - past,present and future and despite John insisting plenty of times thatd what he wanted the entities told him that it doesnt work like that and tricked John trough manipulation into accepting a sort of a power struggle between us until one win over the other
Now back to the theory as to why John only got semi- possesed instead of fully possessed since which is strange John signed the pact with mind body and soul
Theory 1.
For a man to form it takes around 9 months ( from womb into life) in most circumstances , they could only siphon on John energies for a number days which was nowhere near 9 months so they didnt have sufficient free will energy to take over my complete bodily aggregates
Theory 2.
Becuse John didnt name the forces that could control his free will and referred to trough vety vauge and ambiguous terminology the universe might have invited different forces so they could control Johns free will and that these forces are diametrically opposed , in that theory the well meaning forces are preventing the malicious forces from possesing John fully.
But as previously mentioned John doesnt trust anyone anymore
So dear Anna are you sufficiently skilled in making "John" free from being possessed?
Btw i had many back and forths with the Katie Leigh trough email correspondence unfortunately i couldnt retrieve my password to my old email adress so i cannot say for sure how many times i hired her and the entities she contacted on my behalf , becuse she used to tell me "you can just breif me trough email if you want to revise or update something and ill inform the entities)
She said she used an intermediary to either establish contact with entities or aid the work and if im not mistaken ( i can only guess who she might have referred to , perhaps Samuel/lilith
think i remember asking her what this intermediary is to which i got no response but i think her reasoning being the less you know about the spell the better so you cant risk ruin it
However she did mention that she contacted sons of hathor, Rhiannon Mannawydan , Bran the giant , and im not entirely sure she might have mentioned justice and mercy but if she did i cant remember in what context , my guess is that it has something to do with some of the forces connected to kabbalistic tree of life .
Then theres some blood rituals i carried out on my own beside Fyrisån where i might have invited some of those whom i previously were sure where my allies. My memory are hazy when it comes to those rituals so the details escapes my attempts for scrutiny.
As you can see my case is extremely entangled and messed up ...
Does anyone in here feel confident in getting rid of the attachments?
Please dont hesitate to pm me and we can go from there ...
